Thursday, January 26, 2012

Why is it.....

#1       The most mundane humdrum melody will play in your head for hours, days even, and yet the impertinent information, the devices that carry substance or have the slightest significance when it comes to daily existence, is gone within seconds?  Your memory keeper becomes a record player set on repeat.  A world class musician when it needs to be an archaeologist.  It produces rather than retains.    Your noggin is spellbind and the Master of Wisdom, the Cognitive Neuroscientist you’ve spent so long developing, has the door to the almighty temporal lobe slammed in its face.    You may be able to jam out to the tunes of Dwight Yoakam’s, “Guitars, Cadillacs, Hillbilly Music” while supposedly listening to how a draft should be drawn up, and actually be a really phenomenal lyrist without anyone ever truly knowing your talent.  But once again, everything you should be hearing, you should be performing, and the questions you should be able to answer, are just plain screwed.  Thanks, Dwight.  

Examples:
-    Was that light I just passed through green or red? (i.e., the reason my mother refused to teach me how to drive)
-    Did I turn the flat iron off before leaving this morning? (i.e., the reason I have gone back into my apartment not once, but twice to keep from setting my place on fire)
-    Oh, my vehicle license plate? Umm, I think it’s….. Can’t you just walk with me to my car?
-    Did I pay my AT&T bill this month? Not the one that rings, but the one that has channels.  You
       know that technology driven one.  

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Got the Urge

I've got to take a vacation and soon.  I'm not talking about a trip to Austin or all inclusive stay in Cozumel.  Ireland. Italy. London. Switzerland. Scotland. New Zealand  Germany.  Morocco.  Now those are worth seeing!  There's nothing holding me back, other than actually jumping, and no reason not to do something I so desparately desire. 

I can see Lisa compiling a list right now - Cat, Apartment, Bills, Job, Your Mudder, Safety, Lonesomeness, You can't pack your heels, etc.  BUT do I want to live wondering what if? Why didnt I? No, I certainly do not.  Life is only expected to get harded at this point - with more bills, more people to think about other than myself (Yes, I actually enjoy being selfish at this point in life), and AGE.

I want to see the art of the world.  I want to see my heritage.  I want to see the ruins, the glories, the amazing sights God has left a finger print on.  I want to immerse myself in the culture, meet random people and taste local dishes from all over...even if its crickets or something incredibly disgusting. 

It doesn't have to be indefinite....Just a week here and there.  Lets be honest, I'd miss my Anthro apartment, my cat, art supplies and makeup. 

My vagabond to-go list:


Italy 


London


Rome



Germany 

Ireland


New Zealand


Morocco


Switzerland


Scotland


Sunday, January 22, 2012

Buckley’s trash, My treasure

I’ve become obsessed.  Irrevocably, wholly obsessed.  But let me start from the beginning…..
Like most, I’m occasionally thrown an unusual task at work.  At times some of these tasks are more enjoyable than others.  Planning a Christmas Party with the budget of a red-collar wedding – Fun.  Mixing cocktails at work for guests – Educational (I can make a mean Gin Fizz and Gin Ramos).  Finding and ordering vintage furniture from New York – Nerve-racking, yet entertaining.  Purchasing items at an auction with someone else’s AMEX – My kinda day.  And yet each quirky task has taught me more than I can imagine.
I attended and bid at my first auction last August.  Holding my white card up as the auctioneer shouted sums of vast wealth was a blast, especially since I wasn’t having to pay a dime for any of it.  With an outcome I’d like to think of as pretty successful (Lalique glass produced in the 1920’s), I was moved to online auctions.  My employer receives Christie’s and Heritage brochures in the mail as often as Lisa receives Dillard’s promotionals….Just saying, Mom. He circles art, china, silver, and pieces of furniture he’s interested in, vaguely mentions a price range, and sets me free to the online auction world.
My first online auction was in October.  The Christie’s Auction mostly contained fine art and glass.  Of the art up for sale, about 20 pieces came from William F. Buckley’s home.  All of the paintings were by Raymond de Botton, a Spanish artist Buckley liked. 
SIDENOTE:  I had no idea who Buckley was until this auction.  (Imagine, me, the political guru that I am not knowing.) Buckley was a pretty influential man of the 20th century.  He started National Review, was heavily involved in politics, an editor, a veteran, a painter (although a poor one as stated by Marc Chagall who visited his house once), and a wealthy man with great connections.   He died in 2008 at the age of eighty-two.  My employer is very fond of Mr. Buckley, so he naturally took at liking to the artwork from his home. 
Let’s just say I went all out at that auction…..maybe a bit overboard, but I liked the artwork and hey, I was in control of the bid button.  It’s now a joke that I don’t play around when given someone else’s credit card.  We ended up with 7 pieces by Raymond, and a few other paintings by artists I fail to remember.  My main objective was obviously Buckley’s art.   As with most purchases I have made in the past, my employer seeks to know everything about the maker.  I was put on research patrol.  To begin with I found very little on Raymond de Botton.  Other than his works of art listed on auction websites, the only mention of him I could find was in a memoir written by Christopher Buckley, “Losing Mum and Pop: A Memoir.”  In the memoir, Christopher talks about a house fire at his European vacation home and mentions Raymond de Botton as a guest. 
 “One night, as they were getting ready for dinner, a chimney fire broke out and swiftly consumed the entire château. The Rougemont fire department arrived late, and drunk, and unable to cope. Mum lost everything, including her recently deceased mother’s jewels. Pup organized a sort of bucket brigade to rescue his book-in-progress and office library. David and Hjordis Niven, driving to dinner there from the town where they lived, noticed an orange glow as they approached and wondered, What could that be? Another guest, the painter Raymond de Botton, driving from the other direction, also noticed a glow above Rougemont. I still have the painting that he did of it. It’s called Château Brûlé.”
SIDENOTE: Let me just say that Google is a beautiful invention.  Whomever invented this search engine deserves every bit of fortune they’ve acquired.
Google Search: Raymond de Botton, artist.  I continued my search and days later came upon a random website devoted entirely to early photographs taken by a woman’s father who had passed away.  Nearly all black and white, most of the photographs were taken between 1930 and 1950.  The photographer, Roland Castro, was actually quite talented.  So what did any of this have to do with Raymond de Botton? He was there, smack dab in the middle of all the photographs, elegantly poised in his art studio.  A friend? A relative? I wasn’t sure, but at that moment I had to know more.  I really think it was fate for me to know this man.  The website actually contained the creator’s email.  Chances were slim, but I emailed Miranda Castro.  Fate came calling again…..less than an hour later this woman phoned me.  Actually picked up the phone to call me.  Her words “Raymond is my uncle.  My great uncle.”  Speechless.

Raymond de Botton




Miranda provided me with some information and other family contacts I should get in touch with.  Really a sweet woman.  She was born in the UK to Roland Castro and is now living in Florida and working as a professor.  Her father, Roland Castro, was born from Charles Victor Castro and Marguerite de Botton.  Marguerite was one of 11 children, including Raymond de Botton.  According to Miranda, the last known residence of Raymond was Switzerland.  (Hmmm… Interesting.  Buckley’s vacation home was in Switzerland. Perhaps?)

Marguerite de Botton (sister of Raymond)



Charles Victor Castro (Marguerites husband & Roland's father) 

The De Bottons, formerly Boton, were a Jewish family originally located on the Spanish island of Boton.  Research says “Boton” no longer exists.  During the Spanish Inquisition in the mid-1400’s all Jewish families were banished and forced to leave Spain.  The De Botton family, a Sephardic family (those Jewish people forced to relocate because of their religious beliefs), settled in Alexandria, Egypt.  It was in Alexandria that Raymond, Marguerite, their siblings, and even Marguerite’s children were born and resided.  This was no ordinary family though; wealth, prestige, and notoriety followed them.  And of course, they lived in a mansion. 

Alexandria Mansion of Charles Victor Castro 

Roland Castro and his mother, Marguerite



Mansion




In 1956 the Suez War, or Suez Crisis, broke out in Egypt.  Once again Jewish families were forced to relocate out of fear of persecution.  The De Bottons lost their beautiful mansion and moved back to Europe.  Anwar Sadat, President in 1970, actually took over their home.  
"Its owner between the late 1930s until 1961 was Charles Victor Castro whose business it was to sell agricultural pumps and Dodge cars. When at home, Castro and his wife Marguerite de Botton liked to entertain and when summering they did like most of their Giza neighbors, alternating between Alexandria and Europe's best resorts often traveling with car, driver and European governess or nanny, although in the case of Charles Castro, he preferred to do the driving himself. The Castros left Egypt in installments starting with Roland and Yolanda (children to Marguerite de Botton) in the late 1940s. Guido (son of Marguerite de Botton) followed in the late 1950s eventually settling in England in 1959. The Castro seniors joined their children in 1960/61 never to return. Yolanda would eventually become Lady Joseph; her husband, Sir Keith was Margaret Thatcher's trusted minister for industry and later, for education."

Yolanda (Daughter of Marguerite, Neice of Raymond) and Mrs. Saddat 


Just when the story gets good, my information becomes thin.  Through research I was able to create a pretty large family tree.  This family, as I stated, was very affluent despite all the hardships they faced.  Miranda’s father went on to start TimeOff, a highly profitable UK travel tour industry.  Other family occupations include: Secret Agent for Israel, Politicians, Writers and a Best Selling Author, Descendents of Sir Isaac Wolfson, a Painter,  Art Collectors, the starter of Global Asset Management (the largest private invest fund in Europe and a company that was worth in the hundred billions), Oil representatives, French executives, Directors and Producers.  The list continues...

 
Young Gilbert, Owner of Global Asset Management


De Botton Family 


Miranda’s uncle Guido, her father’s brother, is still living in the UK.  I made a little phone call to see what I could dig up.  These researching skills of mine really have developed and become quite handy in the last few months.  It was during my conversation with Guido that I learned Raymond was no longer living.  Heartbreak ultimately ensued.  Here is an email response I received from Guido Castro:
Dear Morgan
 It was very interesting [sic] to get your email with copies of some of Raymond's paintings - which I have never seen before.
 You asked for some information about Raymond. I have very little. I think he must have died about 40 years ago. He was born in Alexandria, Egypt - one of 11 sibblings. He went to France before the war and found himself stuck there for the duration of the war. he was remarkably lucky, as a Jew, to survive there throughout the Nazi occpation [sic] without being arrested. As I understand it, he was hidden and protected by friends. After the war, he became a successful potrait painter in Switzerland. From there he came to England. When my mother died I rather lost contact. So that's about all I can remember. If Ifind out anything more from other relatives, I will pass it on.

I hope that helps a little,
Guido

Guido Castro (Son of Marguerite, Brother of Roland, Uncle of Miranda, Nephew of Raymond)


While my search has not ceased, I doubt I will learn much more.  My connections have dwindled and most remember very little.  I find it disgusting that there is little known about Raymond de Botton, his life, struggles, successes.  Especially since he was friends of William Buckley and his artwork was featured in his home.  He virtually has as much fame as I do as  painter, and yet deserves so much more.
I feel like I’ve come to know this courageous family in some ways.  In a couple weeks I plan to have a phone call with Miranda to soak up as much family history as I possibly can.  Raymond de Botton, friend to William F. Buckley, came from an amazing family.  He lived during a time most will never understand and still made it through to become a famous painter. 

After so much work I couldn’t go on not remembering this family or containing a piece of their history.  A painting by Raymond de Botton, Divertissement la Colombo (Which I believe means, Dancing with Dove), now sits in my living room.  My little treasure.  


* Pictures & Info via Mirandas Website & other relative searches

Sunday, January 15, 2012

A Excursion to the Dallas Museum of Art


Where else would I spend a Sunday afternoon other than the Dallas Museum of Art? I've been in Dallas for 7 months and have yet to venture into my local neighborhood art scene.  Quite tragic I must say, but today we finally met.  I found myself incredibly envious of the museum employees.  While they are probably paid little and required to stand in a room for hours ensuring the artwork is not saturated by human touch, they are consumed with phenomenal pieces of art every day.

One of the newest exhibits, and my favorite of the entire museum, is by the modern abstract artist, Mark Bradford.  His artwork is the kind you could stare at for hours and still not see all that it holds.  Many are actually metaphors for novels, movies, specific quotes, etc.   His mixed media is known for its use of yarn, string, magazine and bulletin clippings.  Layers are picked and dulled away with sand paper and large saws.  It was very difficult for the inner child in me not to reach out and touch the layers he created.  Unfortunately, museum guests were not allowed to touch the artwork or take photos of his art.  I did however happen to find my favorites online to share.  I must forewarn you, these photos do not do justice to his artwork....

Mark in his studio. 
Each tiny square of color was cut from magazine or bulletin clippings and pasted on to the canvas.  There is also string glued and painted over.  After drying, it was distressed with sand paper.  The string came to look like streets on a map.  
 "Grey Gardens" 

"Black Venus" You can see the layers of paper in this piece.  

"Mithra" If I remember correctly, relates to the Katrina disaster/flood in New Orleans.  This piece is very large, towering at least 20 feet tall.  Kinda reminds me of an ark. Purposeful? Hm...


This photo shows the layers Mark creates in his work.  You can see the distressed yarn combined with paint and clippings. 


After my tour through Bradford's world, I visited the rest of the museum.  It currently holds a large Asian art exhibit, African/Egyptian art exhibit, and Vintage furniture exhibit.  While I had little interest in the Asian or African pieces, I did see works by Picasso, Monet, Manet, Modigliani, and Van Gogh. The only thing that could have made my visit better would have been some Gustav Klimt....but I'll save that for another museum adventure. 

My first Picasso! 
Van Gogh - "River Bank in Springtime" 1887 

Wassily Kandinsky "Murnau, Burggabenstrasse 1" 1908
You can even see my reflection :) 

Gerald Murphy - "Watch" 1925
Love all the colors used! 

Fernando Campana (Brazilian) "Banquette chair with pandas" 2006
This fully defines "odd" to me! There are some artists I really just do not understand. Who would want to sit in a chair of stuffed pandas? Albeit he probably did not intend for it to ever be used as a seat.

Now I can check off Dallas Museum of Art off my To-Do list! On to the next.... 

Thursday, January 12, 2012

You Know You're Living in Dallas When....

#1.  A virtually new 4-Runner is to Dallas motorists what boxed Franzia is to a wine connoisseur.  If you do not own  a BMW, Mercedes, Land Rover, Range Rover, Lexus, Lamborghini, Maserati, Porsche, or other luxury vehicle, you have no business operating a vehicle within city limits.


"Columbus had a reason to be nervous. Not you."

I recently stumbled upon a travel blog.  Actually, an extremely popular travel blog that is now rated #2....in the entire web world.  Matt Kepnes, or Nomadic Matt should I say, up and quit his job to follow his dream of traveling.  What guts! What's even more amazing is his ability to travel on such a low budget AND HE TELLS YOU HOW!

A journalist asked Matt to give a priceless bit of travel advice or wisdom.  His response:

"Just do it.  The more you talk about it, the less you will probably go travel.  Opportunity only knocks once.  On your death bed, what will you regret more: the face that you went or the fact that you didn't go? Once you take the leap, everything falls into place.  Thousands of people have done this before.  Columbus had a reason to be nervous. Not you"

Like a hungry hungry fish, I was hooked the second I laid eyes on his website.  For those of you wondering how in the world this man travels all year round with no job - Well, he was clever enough to create a website, yes the one I've been referring to, in which fools like me sit and stare at all day long dreaming.  Companies eventually asked to place ads on his website, and voila, hes making a living.  He now writes travel guides and books too!  Yes, I will definitely be purchasing one.

If asked at this very moment who I admire, I'd have to say Matt Kepnes.  He's got gumption, and he's so right....there is never going to be a perfect time to follow your dreams.  Work, money, family, life will always be there.  So make the imperfect a perfect moment to jump.

Not going to lie to you, some days I hope to get fired so I could be like Matt Kepnes....

Read this except from his blog:  There is No Perfect Time to Travel




Friday, January 6, 2012

5 Minutes with Molly



"Aw Mom....I love you."


"I'm ferocious, Mom.  Watch me roar!" 





 "Ooh, it moved!"



"I'm getting annoyed with you..." 


"...and pretty tired." 






"Talk to the Paw." 

The Monster Above

I've compiled a list of what could be living above me....



A ginormous body builder.  I'd prefer to think of the man this way than an obese one who stuffs potato chips into his mouth all afternoon. 


An elephant. Although that would be somewhat hard to keep! 


A very very large dog.  


Frankenstein

Will take suggestions though.....

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Twenty Twelve

I rang in 2012 at Warehouse Live in Houston with Miss Amanda Nicole.  Can you believe it had been three years since we spent New Years together? Best date of the night and the prettiest! 




Amanda & Jared Dorsett 
Brother & Sister 
Ryan & Celeste
HAPPY NEW YEAR! 

The following are my resolutions for 2012: 
Actually keeping up with Learning2Leap
Pray often & Read the Word more 
Worry less & Look at the glass half FULL 
Workout .... Ugh
Take more photographs (More so for Mom)
Forgive freely and Love passionately
Explore Dallas and its Arts District 
Take a Vacation 
Be happy